Three weeks ago, eight-thirty am and I’m pulled awake. The feeling that wakes me is both crushing and tugging, like there are hands strangling my innards and yanking them in every direction aside from their natural order.
I push out of the bed, but my legs do not want to cooperate.
It is not the pain that is stopping me from walking, but pure weakness. I send a text to my mother, asking for help. My home has terrible service, so she does not get it.
Walking, while difficult and nearly impossible to maneuver, is not out of the question. With a combination of falling, using the wall and crawling, I get to the stairs. I call for help three times to those who pass. Each time I am not heard. I’m lucky on the fourth try, my crippled mother sees me and runs up the stairs, screaming for my father to come.
Their expressions of terror and not understanding scared the walk back into me, I think. After explaining what happened, my father says that the pain is from the area of my gallbladder. I’m given a pill and helped down the stairs.
After talking and testing it turns out that I have one of two wonderful things to happen. My gallbladder may removed and I have diabetes. It’s agreed that one caused the other, but I do not know which caused which. Sorry, my own personal schedule, for the delay in my posts.